“Some day you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales again.”
Sucks to be alive.
This is not my fault.
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way.

(Source: anchors-ahoi)

Thumbs up for anxiety attacks.
Ugh I wish I could just know what you’re thinking.

I swear you are one confusing girl.

I think you like her more than me.

Like, you enjoy being around her more than you do I.

But I’m your girlfriend and I’m confused and nothing makes sense.

I just wish you would let me know what you’re feeling because I don’t get you anymore.

Everything that happened the other day was so cufusing.

Everything is even more confusing than normally.

Everything sucks even more than normally.

Sorry for raping you with my personal life followers.

I want to tear the skin off your face you stupid cunt.
It’s funny because I hate you.
How did I ever go out with any of these fucking assholes?
I can never win.
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys.


I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
When you’ve got nothing left, you’ve got nothing to lose.
I’m going to break down.
I’m sorry but I need to let this out.

I just want this digusting, vicious cycle to stop. I feel gross and ugly and fat all the time. And as many times as my lovely girlfriend tells me that I’m not, I just know I am. I can’t stand it. She hates that I don’t believe her but I just can’t. I hate looking in the mirror. I disgust myself and I’m so sick of it. I want everythng I’m looking at to change.

I want what I am to change as well. I keep doing the wrong things. Taking the wrong actions and hurting the people I care about while doing it. I have so little people that care about me left and I just can’t lose any more. Yet I constantlly do things that would cause these people to no longer be around me. I can’t do this anymore and yet I can’t stop myself.

I just hate myself so much.

I’m sorry for plauging you all with my feelings but I have no one to talk to about these things.